Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Well, I’m not in Jail yet! Actually things have been pretty good with the co-worker! I wonder if he reads this??
Life has been the shits over the last few months and I’m starting to wonder what I’m doing here??
I mean really the only thing keeping me here is my job, and the fact that I need a job that pays as well as the one I have. I go to work, get harped on all day, then I come home and talk to the cats.
People wonder why I drink(often)!
Been having a shitty week at the work, and I was told by the way of “suggestion" that maybe I should look into another ticket in the same industry as I’m not fast enough shooting welds to turn the production they want. My co worker actually said to the boss “ he’s trying and he’s good but, just not fast”. Now I wasn’t there for the said conversation but for all I know he could have thrown me under the bus. I guess only time will tell.
Nobody (from what I have seen) is honest with you in this industry. People talk behind your back and talk to you about other people. I asked the co worker why people talk so much about others? He came out with a story on because they never see each other for very long during shift changes and it helps em hear how or what the other is doing? Really?? Sounds like 90210 gossip to me. I don’t get involved, Nor do I care that much to see(hear) how so and so fucked up, or was late or??? I can imagine the things people say about me when I’m not around.

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Life Squared

Well Hello there! Are you surprised? I’m back! Haven’t even remotely thought of posting in a long freakin time, but today I woke up from a dead sleep, and thought hey i haven't done this in a while.

Life has been so so these days. Everything has changed and it feels like I’m back at square one. That could go two ways I guess, a fresh start or a whole lotta wasted time!??!?

I miss my job at the city, but i like the pay check I get with my new job. Some say money isn’t everything, however I need to make serious cash right now even if it’s doing something i don’t love.
Check that, I like the job, but lately I been stuck with a coworker who micromanages and nit pics my every move. Never been to Jail before, but this might be the reason I end up there! Eventually when someone bitches at you long enough you just ignore them; in one ear and out the other, I often wonder if he just likes the sound of his own voice? I could understand if it was constructive criticism, some of it is, and some of it is just bitching for the sake of bitching! I could request to work with someone else, but that would mean i’d be back on nights and i’ll put up with his shit to stay on dayshift! OK enough about that, I’m getting angry just typing about it!

So, I’m single again and have no urge to go through the dating process. U know the meet someone put on a fake act to try and impress em. In fact I have no clue how to meet and date people. It’s been over 4 years since I been in the dating game. Hated it back then and i’m pretty sure I don’t like it now.
I’ll just hang out in my apartment full of memories and with my 2 cats.

I don’t speak cat, but i’m pretty sure they are sick of me talking to them. I don’t know alot of people here and the friends I do have are busy with their own lives. Bar stool prophets are my other option, but u know how that goes. Well maybe you don’t, but it gets old pretty fast!
Out of boredom I go to the pub and over indulge in expensive beverages, check out chicks that are way to young for me and then go home. You know when you were younger and went to the pub, there was always that old creepy guy sitting at the bar. Ya that’s me now LOL